How Things Have Changed

Look how things have changed…

See what we've done?

We ruined it.

Everything was going our way…

But you decided to steer away.

You decided to destroy all we built.

Why would you do that to me?

You broke my hearts,

but not literally, only emotionally.

I guess I was just never going to be over your death.

The one person I could always forgive,

but never hold.

You died too soon…

Why didn't you regenerate?

We could have had it all…

We could save everyone…

We could live forever,

Side by side.

But then you refused me.

You said no as I cried.

You would rather die than be near me?

I'm sorry about what they did…

But it wasn't my fault!

I would have stopped them if I knew.

But I didn't…

And now you hate me.

That is my fault.

But, Master, you used to be my friend.

….One time, you were my husband….

Why would you hate them?

Oh, humans…

I never understood why you cared for them…

Silly Doctor, death is only the beginning.

I will return.

But for now, mourn me.

Regret everything…

Because I will kill
you,

even if it takes up the rest of my lives.

Do you hear that?

The drumming?

It's in my head.

You're a Doctor,

FIX ME!

I hate you for not trying…

I hate you for forgiving me.

I wanted you to rage and hate me,

to curse my name!

But you forgave me.

I think I never actually expected that.

I will be back though, Doctor. So be prepared.